One down...One to go; but thinking of someone else

Well, I figure that only people I care about read my blog which is a good thing :) cuz then I post about whatever I want! wha ha ha!

so, today have not only one date, but TWO!! I'm inbetween dates right now (that sounds like "i'm in between men right now") haha and I've just been doing some thinking.

first off, I had a really good time on my first date of the day. we played raquetball, went to dairy queen, went to a friend's recital, then went to dinner. He wanted to go to a movie but if you put all this together, that is a REALLY long date! (plus I'd be late for my other date) now this is only my second date with this guy and I don't know him super well but tell me if you think this is a sign.....
I kept thinking of someone *else* while I was with him.
I tried to keep bringing myself back and focusing on him, but little things kept reminding me of another *boy*.
Crazy?....um yeah

but my date later tonight could have the same effects. I don't think it would happen if we were doing something other than going to a demo derby (which I have gone to one with *boy*) so that's the only problem I see with tonights date.
I actually really like this guy that I'm going on a date with tonight. He's a nice guy and I think we're good friends. I guess I should ammend my statement and say I actually really like this guy AS A FRIEND. but you never know when something could develop from friendship.

But I have learned something about myself:
I want to be wanted. (does that make sense?) I don't want to have to go chasing after some guy. I want guys to chase me.
so tip to the guys out there.........................

let me know that you want me by showing me you want me :)