I cry.......ALL THE TIME!

Okay so I don't cry all the time, but randomly I will start crying. And usually OVER NOTHING. It first happened when we were at home. All of the sudden I burst into tears and Ben was really concerned. He kept asking, "are you okay? what's wrong? are you hurt?" but because I was balling I couldn't get anything out, I just kept shaking my head. Then when I could finally tell him that I was fine, we both kind of started laughing about it. It was seriously, thee strangest thing that has ever happened to me! Then I cried about my stupid percussion ensemble class (totally dropping it; so frustrating) but I really shouldn't have cried over it.
And it's so funny because I posted my status on facebook and quite a few ladies told me the silly things they cried over. I can just tell that this pregnancy is going to be so fun!

When I first announced that I was pregnant I had a certain woman say that she would keep me in her prayers. and I thought, "oh that's nice of her" then she further explained herself that she miscarried at 14 weeks and wished that she hadn't told anybody. I know that most miscarriages happen in the first trimester and at first I was thinking about not telling anyone until after the first trimester. And then I thought of two things: 1) I was having an incredibly hard time keeping it a secret! how could I do it for another 2-4 weeks? and 2) this being my first pregnancy, I wanted to share the news and I know that if I did miscarry I wouldn't have to deal with it by myself. My whole family would be there to support and comfort me. So that was another reason I decided to tell my family when I did. I won't have to go through this journey by myself. IF it does go the wrong way, I will have A TON of support emotionally and physically.

I love my family and I'm so glad that they love me! and that they'll stay with me through this journey even if I cry the whole time! haha :)